Sunday, July 24, 2011

satu2nya~





die : hello..weh!
saye : hehehehhhehehehee...
die : ko ni golak yo an..weh..kedit x banyak ni..nak dongar soro ko yo.ghindu
saye : weh...ghindu ko gak
die : den ghindu cmpur syg...weh..kang kedit abes pham2 yelaa...


Tuuuttttt.....tuuttttt.......uwaaaa..putus dah..


Mohd Farid b Mohd Non..
31 Julai 1990..


jiran depan umah..kwan gaduh..kawan suke...kwan duke..sumenye die laaa..
mg cantik mak kitorng lahirkn kitorng..beza 2 mngu jewp..die 31 Julai ..saye 15 ogs..dari kecik..besa sket...besa lagi..smpai skarang..(dh nk 21 taun dah)..lame dah saye gn die kenal..die pemes gn name AYED..saye lak AKAK...sume org kt kg tuh kenal kami gn name tu laa..huhu...dari kecik smpai besa..sume org duk bsing....kecik2 dlu..sume bnde nk share..biskut sekeping pon nak kongsi duo...(romantik gak kito ni yed!)...

seriously..die mmg penting bg saye..bukan sebb die slalu tlong...x..tapi tahlaa..mg xleh bile lame x cntact or jmpe..mule r rase x best..so..memang kne contact!..uhuhuuuu...bile gn die..saye rse selesa n selamat..ko mg membe y best yed!..mse aq tulih entry ni..mg aq ngah ghindu gilo kek kau!..

cant imagine when 1 day he gets marry!..dats mean...aq kene share ko gn mkin ghamai oghang..nanti camno nk lepak samo smpai malam..camno nk ghugau2?..tamak kn aq..die xpenah kesah pon aq nk kwan gn sape..tp aq cam kesah laa..seb bek awek die aq kenal..

ayed...
thanks for being wif me ol dis time..mg siyes sayang kt ko ngek!!...pasni.if aq kenal gn sape2..n rase cam nk serius..aq bwak die jmpe ko yee...mntak approval..huuhu...xnak dah jadi cm dulu...hope persahabatan ni kekal sampai last napas aq..n aq taw..if one day aq pergi dulu..ko slah sorang insan yg akn uruskn aq nanti..smoge perjalanan hidup ko dirahmati..diberkati...Aminn

Friday, July 8, 2011

berfikir sejenak..

ape yang aku nak..ape yang akan aku sumbangkan tuk negare??


tetibe..ade lagi penting dari sume tuhh
ape yang aku nak tuk mak ayah aku...ape yang aku akan sumbangkan tuk diorng??


nk jadi someone yg keje besar..aku x brape nk crdik..
nk jadi someone yg gaji besar...keje pon lom tntu ag besa..so camne..
nk jadi someone yg leh buat rumah besar tuk diorng..Allhamdulillah...mereka dh ade sume tuu


so...ape y sepatotnye??


mak pena cakap..


mak nk ank2 mak...jadi MANUSIA..

  • ingat asal usul
  • jgan lupe kluarge
  • jgan lupe kturunan kitee
dalam hidup..soal duit bukan perkara utama..if one day byk duit then mak mnx..nk berkire ape?..duit dgan pengorbanan diorng lhirkn, bsarkn n didik kte xleh gnti gn RM laa..

Saturday, July 2, 2011

survival~

huuhuu..its not the first time im staying far from my parents...

  • kecik2 ag dah duk ostel..form1-form4...(kecik laa sgt kn..)...
  • mse da besa sket...2009-2011..Kuantan mari...!!
  • prektikel.....21mei-12ogs(to be)...
tapi..ni first time rase cm jauh sgt2..Kl je pon...2jam lebih if nk dbndingkn gn kuantan y smtimes 3jam n half...kekadang smpai 5 jam...tah laaa...membuak2 rndu kt mak..ayh...abg...kaklang...angah...n embam(adik)...

nape ek...sebabnye..ad stu mlm ni cm terpikir r...skang umo da 21..pasni law ad rezki stdy,konpem duk lua...law rezeki keje..pon mybe duk lua...so...bilenye exactly time n spend time with family??...

sebab...xlme pastu...(pkir mse dpan ni)...dah berumah..bertangge..berlift...blik umah mak pon mybe skali skale....tanggungjwab mkin bsar...tanggungan pon tmbh2 laa besar...


for those y now staying wif family..appreciate every single minute wif ur family..bcoz no one know...when Allah will take them....Alhamdulillah..sy di kurniakn  sebuah keluarge y sgt supportive...caring..friendly..n sy sgt berbangga dgn stiap stu anugerah itu...

mak....doa akk sntiase utk mak...u''re my friend!.u're my inspiration!!..

ayh...slalu buat sy jd tenang...ngis laa truk cne skali pon..u know how to make me smile n gelak terbahak2..

abg...my saviour!...evn mnje tuh x ditunjuk..abg ttp abg y mnje...ahahahah....

angah...uhuuhu..cm guru besar sket...tp..mrah y brtmpat,,.,

kaklang...my kowtim mmbe...mmg sporting..xsume org dpat akk y gile2 cm sy dpt..n sy sgt bruntung!!

adik.....uhuu..my luvly embam..sgt pndai ngecek yee...tp sgt fragile atinye...

antare cinta kpad psangan..mulia lagi cinta kepada keluarga....

random

its ok to be single forever as long im honest wif my own feelin...
its ok being rejected forever as long im not being cheated..
its ok to be hated as long im trying to defeat myself...[[=



ni laa post kt pesbuk y dpt 14 like....ade y inbox..ade y chat..nape zra post gtu..ade y tipu ke?..sape y wt cmtu?...esh2...tahnks kwan2 sbb concern....,meh sy explain satu2 yewp...


*its ok to be single forever as long im honest wif my own feelin...


:::maksud zra::: zra xnk laa kapel sbb kesian or simpati or tkot org ejek sbb single...for me...sincerity is the most importnt thing...declare dgan aty y iklas...jgn trburu2..n jgn tkot if org tngalkn kite or mrah kite sbb reject die...sbb ag besalh kite tipu die...kapel gn die..tp aty kite bukan tuk die..kn?




*its ok being rejected forever as long im not being cheated..


:::mksud zra::: zra xkesah laa or k tolak zra nye reason or wateva..aslkn zra x ditipu n x menipu...bia r slame2nye pon org nk tolakk zra p jauh2 aslkn zra xkene tipuu...sangat sakit aty oo ble kne tipu...




*its ok to be hated as long im trying to defeat myself...[[=


:::mksud zra:::..penah laa sorang ni ckp..ko ni mg BUTE HATI...maaf laa...awk leh benci sy slame mne awk nk..sy juz protect diri sy dr kene tipu gn awk..dr jd awknye tmpt nk lpas gram...xpe bile org ckap..SOMBONG ek..JUAL MAHAL...MCM CANTIK sgt...eshh...x luak duit if kite xlyan org cmni...org2 cmni laa y sbnrnye bhayekn kite!!...nk bekwan boleyh...zra ok..tp biala bradab yewp~..




abes sudaaaah..tu je sbnarnye...

my prektikel..unit radio tv...20-1hb julai..

Assalamualaikumm.......


ni namenye unit senior..aip2 tuan....memule cm bese..BLUR n confuse...nk buat ape ek kt unit ni...xkn nk ptong2 radio n tv...teng2..dtanglaaa Tuan adzzii..ok...dpatlaaa job dscription psal unit neyh...interesting.....[[=


kt cni ade 


  • kak ros (byk ckap sket..tp sweet)
  • kak su (syian die..tesnyen sokmo)
  • cik din ( otai!!)
  • cik megat (pssstttt....law org cri sy..sy g rtm yew)
  • tuan addzi..tuan saiful (rjin blanje mkn)...

first task!...azira..awk bce skrip ni ye..then tandekn if ad babak psal polis...membace laaa sy..tp best gak...

pahtu...lepak time at blik cik din..sbb die xde...moh layan drama gerak pgm!!..sampai nk nek muntah tgok sume episod y ade...ahhahaa.....tetibe lapoo...seb bek ade MAMEE..nyum2

pling mncbar...skrip fully in English...perghh...mate da cm ape pon xtaw...susah...tp i sukses!...sukses!!...

unit ni mg pemurah dgn mknn..mybe sbb rmai otai2 y ank diorng lebih kurang umo sy...ahahaa...manje jap...


~special thanks to cik din for sharing all ur experience working for about more than 30 years!!
~syg sumenye...sweet sgt2...n its hard to say gudbye..;(

prektikel...unit media.....6-17hb Jun

blur...nk cakap gn sape ni...nk kne buat ape ni...sape nme die ni....


uhuuhuu..my first impression on the first day at Unit Media..siyes..BLUR ok...!
but evrthing look nice...ok jewp...sy knal gn


  •  k'umi ( care die kawen sgt suwit!) , 
  • wan (ank die mmg somel!),
  •  razi ( cool men!),
  •  pok(cm bebudak), 
  • rizal (entah laa),
  •  chong ( kurus gile!) ,
  • c''ravi (friendly)
  • azahar (oloh2...pndiam)..
  • .n rmai ag tuan n puan~




mg best laa evn susa nk mingle wif them at the first...but it was a gud exposure for me...now..i really experince how press conference look alike...ive got the chances to attend a Pc olang2 besar...


sye blaja potong2 paper..uhuu..nmpk cm ngarut..tp ok laa..at least sy taw cne nk classify things..aduh...tp xleh blah tol kne gune gam bagai...eshh...


msuk laa meting pepagi..ase cm nk ZzzzZZz jewp..ahahahaaa...agk offense ble ad y persoalkn "why she hve to attend the meeting?"..take it positive azira...its juz an order by the officer..lets people talk what they want and let the order being followed...[[= SENYUM jelaaa...hikk...




papepown..it was a great 2 weeks knal gn korang!...sempoi + gile2...




~ maaf if adew slah silap..
~ thanks again for evrything..
~ syg korang laa..evn ad y suke knekn sy...aahhahaha
~ u people...great + awesome!!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

~way back into love~

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Ooo hooow


[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to she'd some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!


such a beautiful lyrics and full of meaning...it started when my roomate and me watch the movie leading by Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore...its became phenomenal!..we started to sing the song!..and started to keep the lyrics in our mind!...

for me...this song does relate to  myself...yes...im on my way back into love!...with who?...it must be my soul mate...my defender....only God knows everything...n hoping for someone that can love my family like he love me....

for now time being...lets focused on my family and future planning( not including the special ones..;)...

to my friends,...Andrew Klein...hope u enjoy this entry since u dont understand Malay..;) ...