~way back into love~

[Verse 1]

(Drew Barrymore)

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past

I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need 'em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]

(Both)

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love.

Ooo hooow

[Verse 2]

(Drew Barrymore)

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]

(Both)

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love.

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]

(Drew Barrymore)

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]

(Both)

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

such a beautiful lyrics and full of meaning...it started when my roomate and me watch the movie leading by Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore...its became phenomenal!..we started to sing the song!..and started to keep the lyrics in our mind!...

for me...this song does relate to  myself...yes...im on my way back into love!...with who?...it must be my soul mate...my defender....only God knows everything...n hoping for someone that can love my family like he love me....

for now time being...lets focused on my family and future planning( not including the special ones..;)...

to my friends,...Andrew Klein...hope u enjoy this entry since u dont understand Malay..;) ...

muhasabah..............

KUNJUNGAN KE-2

..ziarah yang pertama..xde ape mmpu  aku ckp..nangis jep mmpu..yup…luluh ati ni…org y slalu wt kite ketawe…org y slalu lyan kite nye sedih…org y susah senangnye gn kite…org y kite jge diri tuk die….direntap nafasnya…hidupnye kt dunie ni…

hurMmm..sekejap sgt pinjaman Allah kt aku…….

..abg..sy dtg lg…pasni xtaw lg bile sy boleh dtg…sy da abes study kt kuantan….mkin lme kite mkin jauh…msti sy rindu abg sgt2 nanti…

..sunyi..sepi…damai…tenang…setenang ati aku..kali kedua, aku kuat sket…redha gn keslahan aku…aku sedar…nangis smpai bengkak2 mate pon…aku still xkn dpt die…die hak Allah..aku pon hak Allah…

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sedih…tpi nk wt cne…sume org kt dunie ni..ad bahagian sedih n hepy…skang bahagian tuk aku sedih…n sume ni wt aku sdar tntg byk bnde

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abg…sy rindu abg…

*rindu bile abg tgok mate sy..

*rindu bile abg mrah sy…sampai sy nagis2….

*rindu abg pggil sy ‘syg’

*rindu nk dgar abg membebel…

*rindu nk dgar abg bercerite….

insyaAllah...slgi diizin Allah..slgai diberi pinjaman nafas dr Allah...doa sy ttp ade utk abg..

Al-Fatihah

.....peyish......

awk..law btol awk syg sy…npe msti egtkn sy tntg 

die?

awk..law btol awk syg sy…npe msti wat sy sedih?

awk..law btol awk syg sy…npe awk msti saketkn ati 

sy?

awk..law btol awk syg sy…npe awk ckp cmtu?

yup…sye mmg xleh nk lupekn die..ok..sejujurnye..ble gn awk pon..sy still egt die…tp tayah nk cmburu..die da xde…xde sape nk jd awk nye competitor…sy x kesah if awk x hormat sy…tp tolong hormat die..tlg jgn ungkit cite psal die..awk xtaw cne sedih aty sy bile awk ungkit sume ni…….

mmg…jgn smpai pisang berbuah 2 kali…btol ckp Tun..melayu mudah lupe…

tp awk..sy ni manusie…bkn robot..y leh awk tuka memori sy bile3 mse je..sy ni ad ati..ad perasaan…

mse mule3..sy cite dah sume ni ..then..awk ckap…xpe..lupekn die…tp awk xleh pkse sy!...sy still syg die…

yup…awk pon pena gak elang kwan awk…kite sme..elang org y kite syg..pnting dlm edop kite…

syg awk kt kwan awk gn syg sy kt die…x same…syg sy kt die…syg sorang wanita kt lelaki….awk xkn pham…

betol…sy xnk hilang lgi org y sygkn sy…sy sdar sy da pena wt slah dlu…tp..bgi sy mse…sy xleh tipu awk..xleh tipu diri sendiri..hakikatnye mmg sy still egt die…syg die…rndu die…perlukn die…sumenye y sy pkirkn tntg die…

prektikel....unit laman web...

first week msuk UNIT LAMAN WEB...mmg sempoi n fun!..smpai skarang rse nk msuk situ blik...mule2 mg x bckap laa kn...sye kn pemalu...mkan pon org tlg ambik! ..first week y mmg wt hal msing2 laa...tp im start to know n recognise them...

tuan arwan,cik din,edwin,helmi,shareel,lukman,k''imah,k'liza,raymond,irfan..munif......n len2....

27-29 mei..pling sy suke...yey!...keje lua !..jge booth tuk HImpunan Sjuta Belia..tetibe sy jdik peramah sikit pon x blushing taw..  tetibe gak jmpe rmai org kg...tetibe gak org egt aq polis..smpai siap salam bagai..hesh,...pemes makcikk................................

sy smpat jgak jenjalan sorang2!nek kete askar...alaa2 cm jip tuh...last day p gn edwin..mg sakan laa kn..klik2...pic lmbt sket yewp sy selitkn...

~UNIT LAMAN WEB~

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• ajar sy mcm2...
• bg sy pluang tuk keje gn korang...n knal korang 
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• sy syg korang evn bru knal kjap..esh2....

..new journey..

21 mei 2011

kak ikin y sweet…wehuuuu!!..smpai gak after brpuluh kali menguap…woekyh…location now at berek polis bukit amn…dkat gn masjid..dkat gn ketapi…

journey y ade r dlm 2jam stengah..uhhuu…finally..here…berek bukit aman…speechless..xtaw nk ckp ape…huuhuh….kak ikin y sweet….agk sedeyh ble abg sorng jep anto…tp xpela…da bese kn cmtuh..mak ad kursus sehari..ayh sibuk kt umah angah nk kawen ! ..haish…ape ye nk wat??...nk kemas pon x gheti..malanguk jewlaaaaaaaaaaaa…ohoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii